August 2016 – My world.. TCS

A talk with God..
As the days went by & the months came along, she knew she was on her road to recovery. Bit by by, piece by piece and stronger and more confident to face what may come her way.

It was a matter of time, before she dusted off the cobwebs that settled in the corners of her brain and the sea of emotions that seemed to have rubbed off a little bit of her laughter.

And SO she walked and talked & threw her arms up in the air with excitement talking about life thus far with friends and family .. She was slowly healing.
Then again was she really?

She was happy, she was free , she was alive, yet she knew deep down she missed something.
Until one fine day, she realised it was time she got down and prayed -And thanked HIM.

she talked to HIM, thanked HIM for her dear life and everything that was brought to her over the years.

And HE would listens and talk to her.. And she slowly realised the one thing HE had which no one ever did was TIME…

She didn’t have to pick the phone to call or go knocking on a friends door or chaai breaks ..

All she had to do was just say “I need your help GOD.. “And HE was there & HE smiled & listened.

“Didi, mera pathi ko job mil gaya” ( elder sister, my husband got a job )

Or my Dads doing much better. And so on

And as time went by, she heard stories of how her friends who were dealing with difficult situations were slowly coming out of it and more.

Slowly yet surely, it all began to make sense. HE was listening.
But she prayed not for problems to be taken away, but for courage and strength filled with wisdom and grace to go through it all & be aware of HIS presence at all times. She prayed for the ability to forgive & to be forgiven and understand the importance of it all.

She already knew in her darkest hour, HE walked with her home that night.